Tonight was one of the hardest nights I've had in a while. I just said goodbye to my best guy friend. He moves to NY tomorrow, then leaves for college in PA. Tonight made me realize that my feelings that I had for him long ago are still very much existent. It was certainly one of the hardest goodbyes I've ever had to do. As I finally let him go, as he pulled out of the driveway, my eyes welled up, only then did I realize that I still have strong feelings for this boy. It's a shame I never told him how I felt, or didn't kiss him, or anything that would make it obvious to him that I do more than just care for him.

Anyways...I just had to write/type it down. Because I know I won't sleep until I do something about it.

For now...good night.